Super Full Moon In Scorpio -April 26th-

My Full Moon Ritual

• Moving my body- I have been trying to connect with my body in new and creative ways, this past month I been hiking with my roomie, stretching and then I just started lifting again! Shaking your body is an important way to help it release any stored trauma it may be carried in your energy/emotional/physical body! 
  • Today I worked out (I've just been doing whatever in the gym) + stretched
• Make ​Moon water- I use this to take baths, anoint myself, make aura spray, drink, give to my plants.
• Charge my new spells jars, crystals+ enchant them under the energy of mama luna
• Breathing/release meditation- I have been listening to Awake with Jake's podcast #222 and reminding myself to inhale love, and exhale love (Yoga with Adrienne)
• Collect my blood, pour it into the earth and my plants, paint my face and infuse my paint with it, see my strength, my pain, my creation and destruction all in one- hehe (for my women, you should look into blood magick to connect with your cycle+flow on a deeper more sensual level)
• ​Sit by the fire, write down what I want to release
• Love, live, howl, dance, shake, be weird hehe, and have fun! 

The energy leading up to this super full moon has been a heavy one. A healing one. A painful one. Of light meeting darkness and darkness meeting light. Of grieving. Of losing. Of gaining. Of purging. Of loss. Of hope. So if you have been in your feels, it's because the Scorpio full moon is upon us! Scorpio energy, a water sign, is represented by the transformational symbol of the phoenix that burns- reducing itself to nothing but ash and smoke, only to rise brighter than ever before. A rebirth. A renewal. from darkness. from death. So remember, when shit gets scary, it is always darkest before the dawn. And it is often in going against everything your mind and ego has been trained to do and surrendering - diving deep into the unknown that you find the sweetest release and reward. Confront the dragon, get the gold. (P.S. oftentimes you'll find that all you really needed in most situation was love. In the way that you needed it most, not them. As you grow older and connect to this space, you realize the biggest savior and lover of your life is yourself. As you gain a stronger connection to this space it becomes easier to express and connect with others authentically and without fear ❤)

With that, as someone who has a Cancer moon and intense inner child trauma/healing + ancestral karma myself, this has been a rough, but rewarding cycle. As I flow deeper into surrender and letting my life unfold the way I feel called to, no matter how scary or frightened my mind gets, I grow more and more excited with the inner strength, knowing, and connection with the woman I am harnessing and creating within myself. I cannot deny the small tune that my heart sings, screams louder and louder each day. To deny myself of these things, would be to deny my soul's greatest and most authentic development and expression. After all, letting go, is often letting in...

In allowing myself the curiosity and freedom to explore these dark, unknown waters of my mind and my life, I realize the creative potential and strength that comes through surrendering and feeling into the pain, pleasure of the present moment. In allowing ourselves to channel and clear these energies, aka sift through or shit through the shit hehe, it allows us to connect to ourselves on a clearer, and lighter level because we are no longer allowing these energies to drag us down or dim our light.

I want to take today time to celebrate you all on this journey here. I know the journey here has not been an easy one, and I know if you are one of my readers, you are here for a very divine and important reason. All the glimmers of light and sunshine that take away your breath inside of you, are who you are. Do not be afraid to release anything that holds you back or takes you away from that truth. Then, chase after the places, spaces, and people that honor this divinity within you. You deserve it!

With that, I am sending a big hug to all of my sisters
here on this earth with me now,
and for my brothers who hold the space and structure
for our wild little souls to run free
I love you!
Elysian on Earth ☽